maybe i’m just cold in my bed

I should bid you, adieu
There's something that's so fucked in my head
I want to save her, her too
Or maybe I'm just cold in my bed
I should bid you, adieu
There's something that's so fucked in my head
I want to save her, her too
Or maybe I'm just cold in my bed

They're all obsessed with the drugs
Anything to feel numb
Anything to stay up
All for unhealthy love
I've repressed way too much
Fuck, I just need a hug
Lately I'm throwing up
Grab the blade with the rust

I shouldn't be one to talk about addicts 'cause
I used to drown myself with any percentage
And I would do anything to not take medicine
I would do anything to just feel better and
Oh, now I just sit here and cope
Thinking bout how I'd look hanging from ropes
Thinking bout how it would be better if no one had talked to me and I could just kill myself

Oh
I bet you'd hate me if I left you here all alone
Oh
I bet they're fucking sick of hearing how I'm better as bones

You, adieu
There's something that's so fucked in my head
I want to save her, her too
Or maybe I'm just cold in my bed
I should bid you, adieu
There's something that's so fucked in my head
I want to save her, her too
Or maybe I'm just cold in my bed