Beyond The Grave

I'm lost in this sands
I'm running from fate
I'm living in sorrow
I'm searching the gates

There's so much lost
In my senseless life
So cold and so empty
I'm dying inside

My colours are fading
I feel this poison
This taste of the mourning
And I am (alone)

I've lost my sanity
Between darkest nights
I sail through rough oceans
Behind vague gods

I'm damned and doomed
I'm trapped in my paths
No one hear my prayers
My tears or my wrath

My heart is so leaden
My mind is so tired
My life is so empty
I'm dying inside

My fears are so many
My days are so gray
My dreams are fragile
Like fragile my ways

Why You are so silent
Why You are so cold?
Be my guide, my shepherd
Save me, oh, my Lord!

Why remain You a witness
Of my pain or defeats?
Why are You so rigid
With my errors and guilts?

Save me from my madness
Save me from my fears
Where is now your kindness
Where You disappeared?

Save me from my deserts
Save me from false helps
Don't ignore my prayers
Save me from myself