Suicidal Village

Sometimes i just don't know who to turn to.
But i know he will always be there, watching over me.
If you had known that i had returned home, would life have been an option?
Was it predetermined? or was it just something that should never of happened?

These are the days i will never forget,
And this is the day i will never admit.
Father, oh father where did you go?
Count back the years you left me on my own.

If only i could find the right words to say everything that i feel.
But everything is just not enough to bring you back.
It's just not enough to bring you home.

What makes a man lose control?
What makes a man throw it all away?
What makes a man lose control?
What makes a man give up on me?