The Weeds Inside

I've been thinking overtime
Still drinking I feel nothing I suppose
Still breathing until it grips my throat
And though I'll try, push, everything aside still I want to feel alive
Tear the knife out of my side let this go

Heavy lies the weight on me
Closed my eyes and drove until I hit something
(The misery)
I've become an actor so no one can see
Struggling with the weeds that grow inside
The weeds that grow inside of me

Oh, oh
Defeated
Just give me one good reason
I should fight when there's no light
Down in this rabbit hole
Always anxious
We blur the lines, get faded
Please someone come and save me
Before I lose all control

Heavy lies the weight on me
Closed my eyes and drove until I hit something
(The misery)
I've become an actor so no one can see
Struggling with the weeds that grow inside
The weeds that grow inside of me

Choked by the roots of despondency
No one's safe

I've been walking on a fine line
Like I got nine lives
Still I'm all smiles but nobody knows
There's no light inside this rabbit hole