Fear

I am drowning
In the fear of existence
Detached from the surface
Of my whole being
Discomforting: The process of what I am thinking of
Again and again

I try new ways to find myself
But here I am
I’m still lost in this empty darkness
Can you hear me as I scream for help?
I’m sick and twisted and there’s no way out
Step inside my memories and you will see why I am hurting
All these thoughts have me twisting and turning

As I learn what it’s like to breathe
I wear my heart on my sleeve
Suddenly I can see my whole life flash before my eyes
I can see my dreams coming true
I can’t believe I’ve never felt this feeling before
When will these chains let me go?
I’m tied down to the floor

In my dreams I can see an exit sign
I’m never coming back again
This single thought has manifested into an obsession
I fall to the floor
This is my last confession