Lost

This is the end of the beginning
An escape
From this misery
It’s so hard trying to believe
When every day always feels so empty
I know there has to be a purpose to all of this
But without a sense of reality

I’m questioning my own existence
Looking on the outside everything just seems so far away
Like the images scrolling on the paneled screen
I don’t believe what my eyes see
This is my turning point
I decide my fate

I can’t live in the comfort of something that’s so full of regret
Four years of living lost
In this dim lit place
The center of my universe is this curse of my mind in space
I need to let go
This is the beginning of the end