Alaska

alaska, where were you when i needed you?
disconnected from my family life
my father does not lead me
my mother does not correct me
left alone with no guidance
no northern star, to follow his path
so i choose to follow man's path

i take the redeye, midnight flight to the great white north
unaware of danger, unaware of the pain
northern lights catch the night sky on fire
colorful nightlight
goodnight, alaska, where are you now?

try to forget
trying to forget by pushing it away
hidden things still exist
broken arms cannot support me well
but i don't need them anymore
save your embrace for the end of the day
promise me you'll still be here then