Inside This Life

Born, lost you mothercuker, without a shred of love
This hate I couldn't conquer, and now i'm bleeding
That pain is in my eyes and this I can't forgive
Life turned into suffering

And I can't see you with my eyes
And I can't breathe inside this life

Damn you fucking coward, I was just a little boy
So weak, you couldn't hold me, then you abandoned me
I'll try to live my life, I'll try to understand
Why this child was starved of a family

This was in 1985 and I still have a feeling that I'm not alive
Don't want to be inside this life, watch me walk

You're the man I'll never be
All my life you hide I seek
Life turned into suffering