Dying To Let You Go

I still think about you
I can’t breathe without you
I still fall for you
Still fall for you

I've been lying to myself
Every chance that I get
But I'll hold you to my chest
Simulate what I need from you
Tell me this love isn’t fake
Are you just another mistake?

It’s my chemical desire
That is pulling me back to you

I'm still trying to let you know
That baby I'm still there
But I'm dying to let you go
Can’t get over this dark silhouette

With every breath I take
My world begins to break
My pupils dilate
I'll make the same mistake
Dying to let you go

I need the comfort
I need the pain
I’ll do it all again
But I know it won’t be the same
Fixated obsession
Was it you that changed
Or was it always me?