Spun Again

When i woke up, i could see
The daylight had already passed me
It was such a fight to fade away to sleep
It's a fugue i'm on, falling to chase down the dawn
And i fell every night, as it turns into light with my eyes just shut tight

Sailing all alone, thought i'd made it home
But i threw it all away

Oh i've let myself get spun again
I'm surprised it's not a dream, fallin' in between
I feel sick, i feel nervous, i know just what i did to deserve this
Oh i know it's not a dream

Keep it quiet, lay low, holdin' on to what i don't want to know
Til the daylight turns to ash and blows away
Missin' keys, bloody nose, consequences of what i chose
Keep runnin' into me, don't want my memory, it comes so deathly

Sailing all alone, thought i'd made it home
But i threw it all away

Oh i've let myself get spun again
I'm surprised it's not a dream, fallin' in between
I feel sick, i feel nervous, i know just what i did to deserve this
Oh i know it's not a dream

Oh i've let myself get spun again
I'm surprised it's not a dream, fallin' in between
I feel sick, i feel nervous, i know just what i did to deserve this
Oh i know it's not a dream
Oh i've let myself get spun again
I'm surprised it's not a dream, fallin' in between
I feel sick, i feel nervous, i know just what i did to deserve this
Oh i wish life was a dream