Mental Semantics

I'm caught by pieces played by my own mind
I'm there and now here again
Slave of my thoughts, the infinite

Behind a happy mask the clown cries
I have to stay strong
But my mind plays against me

An unfair game, but I need to win
Although always a step behind
I try to understand the semantics

Feelings will be one
Pain, evil, hunger and thirst no longer exist
Just my unconscious charging me

Life goes beyond (the borders of my mind)
I'm traveling between worlds

In an almost heavenly detachment
I live happiness and sadness

These debts are not mine
I didn't make deals
I long for the moment when nothing else will make sense

Feelings will be one
Pain, evil, hunger and thirst no longer exist
Just my unconscious charging me

Dark paths
Inside my personal labyrinth
The pieces start to fit together
I can understand
Now the game makes sense

I already know which way to go
I wake up