Hate You

I hate when you
Get inside my head
I hate the thoughts
That say I'm better off dead

I hate the fact
You’re not alone in your bed
I hate, I hate, I hate you

I know you’ll probably tell
Your friends that this about you
You think it’s funny
And I know you’re fucking proud too

Save some face, fake apologies
Nothing new
I hate, I hate, I hate you

I was doing well until
The day you found me
I never felt this way before
Until you drowned me

No sleep, up all night
I would text you
Lots of doubt, insecure
And I'm a mess too

Said I was sorry to the point
I couldn’t even breathe
You didn’t care enough
To see what you were ruining

Now it’s on me
To fix the mess that you left me in
I say I'm happy
But you know I'm fucking suffering

Late night drives just to handle
What you did to me
I keep it bottled up inside
And it’s killing me

Let it out’s what’s they all say
You’re only gonna judge me
And you can’t shut your mouth
I learned the hard way

You can’t let me go
You can’t shut your eyes
I'm what you dream about
You’re so full of lies

I don’t care no more
Shut the fucking door
I hate you, I hate you, I hate you