Timeless Paradox

Nothing new passes by
I know I need a guide
In my mind I find only a few active ideas
They are running around
While the others sleep
I know that I need something to wake them up
¡I need!

Something that makes me drop
The fucking routine
To come and open my mind letting me be free
Piece by piece my complexity
I hate when I figure out
That I'm not the one I used to be

Inspiration darkest fear
You became my whole desire (bis)
Awake by dreams that I have
Wishing to have some of them again
While the anger possesses my whole desire, I see
I'm more simple than that
I used to think I was
I always tend to pretend I'm sensible, ¡alone!
Pretend to say my friends needs
Are more important than mine
I'm only selfish and plain I realize
I only feel when the people do
I only cry when I see
People is loosing their hope and their faith
I used to think that I was alive
Now that I know the truth
The only truth that I know
The thing that hurts is to be a fake

Imagine if all your dreams
Would never come alive
And you thoughtfully see
You can´t do anything