Intimacy

You see a shell in my gloom, for me it hurts
I play this song just for you, it tears us down
You see a shell in my gloom, for me it hurts
And we are close
On my bed the chance grows
I've never seen the stars in my life
And we are telling stories, inside
You'll never reach me now
Maybe it's unspeakable, but I must say

Encrypted in my bones
I know you're fighting for intimacy
You see a shell in my room, you crack it down
And being so far from my mind is terrifying
I cant say I'm not feeling you far
At least it didn't start before
You'll never reach me now
Maybe it's unspeakable, before it shines out

Encrypted in my bones
I know you're fighting for, but that is my crime
All those things that we've never said
They were crushing our minds upside down
And the silence reluctantly ends
On the feeling that I'm upside down