Already Dead

Already Dead

Woke up outside humanity. Discredited society. Sent to reveal the destiny of living here eternally. Know that your thoughts shall not be free, your future here depends on me. Therefore you will adhere to the unwritten code of misery.
Lined up against the wall you're just another nuber called. Informing you that your pitfalls have left you here, you're already dead.
Woke up like every other day the tears still running down my face. Hoping I'll somhow find a way to not just kill myself today. Left traces of my dignity all over my own sanctity. Prepared to meet the faculty, all those who knoww what's best for me.
"Put him in cuffs, he ain't had enough."
Lined up against the wall you're just another nuber called. Informing you that your pitfalls have left you here, you're already dead.
Help me before I help myself. Misplaced loyalty is what I lived by, my mind distraught. Rejected remote, I'm slowly dying so let me rot.Iin my despair I'm not afraid. In my despair I know I'm just a man.
Down. Get up. Live like an animal, live by instinct. Die like an animal, become extinct.
And yet it seem so surreal to look back now, and face thing you really fear. Regret empowers you. You let your past always devour you. Do you remember all of your lies? Watched the self-hate reflect in the tears of your mother's eyes. You weren't a victim of circumstance. You had your change now face the fuckin consequence.
I can't go on. I threw my life away. How? I kept running away. Still doing time for a lifeless divine. Yea, I've tried suicide but it failed. See I'm already dead