How Can I Act Like I'm Okay

How can I act like I'm okay
If I don't even feel the pain, anymore
It didn't just go away
I guess I'm used to it by now
But can someone help me out
Before I turn to a person full of doubt

Cause I'm so tired
Of always being last
Even when I try and do my very best
And I let all these words get to my head
My only mistake was never fighting back

How can I feel like I'm enough
If I don't have any room to love in my heart
Cause I'm so scared to mess up
You ruined all my trust
And then left me in the dust
Stranded in my own stupid thoughts

Cause I'm so tired of always getting lost
In this labyrinth that never ends called love
And I let all these things affect my heart
When I knew I would get hurt right from the start

Cause I'm so done with all your games
My heart is full again even when it rains