Sadness

Every night I lie awake
And I wait, and I wait
And every day it's all the same
It's the same, who's to blame?

And I can't eat today
And I can't breathe today

I am everything I hate
I'm fake, a mistake
And everybody feels like me
They're the same, we're the same

But I can't be close to them
And I can't get close to anyone

And everything I see it makes me want to kill myself
The birds, the trees, it all dies
And everyone I meet reminds me of myself
Love them, loathe them, yeah, they'll all die
But since I'm here, I'm stuck, I've got time, it's all mine
And all I really want

I want to be a part of this cesspit
And I want to live and love, just like everybody else does