I Would Rather Live Alone (I'm Not Who I'm Today)

I would rather live alone without you
You saved all my raging thoughts
But you torn my heart, I didn't ask for this
You're my favorite pain that could make me feel again

I can feel over my skin
The whisper of your loving scars within
But you ripped my heart, I always wanted this
But you always had my heart
And I just don't want to be part of your life

I'll never be the same, I'm not who I'm today
So, please just break my heart, don't break my heart
I have no chance to be someone you'll hold on to
My veins are failing, my mind is degrading
'Cause my soul is fading to the sea
'Cause maybe I'm not who I'm today

I would rather live alone
I would rather live alone
I can't do this all alone