Beyond understanding

Old times are gone and won't return
For all the good things that will burn
With all the prayers that have been told
I'll be set free
My body trembled and did not
Open its eyes or even fought
When my ears heard words they said
I think
That's why I'm
Abandoned! It's far beyond my understanding

Lying! On the floor again, I'm stranded
Blinded! By my fear to lose the struggle
Lost in! My own thoughts and the emptiness
They said so much I couldn't even tell
If it was real or they put on me a spell
I guess I'm wrong and I can not pretend
To know

I've got to find a way to fill
The void so then my mind can heal
But I have finally closed the deal
I think
That's why I feel
Abandoned! It's far beyond my understanding

Lying! On the floor again, I'm stranded
Blinded! By my fear to lose the struggle
Lost in! My own thoughts and the emptiness
Abandoned! It's far beyond my understanding
Lying! On the floor again, I'm stranded
Blinded! By my fear to lose the struggle
Lost in! My own thoughts and the empty
Abandoned! It's far beyond my understanding
Laying on the floor again, I'm stranded
Blinded! By my fear to lose the struggle
Lost in! My own thoughts and the emptiness