dear you

You'd think I'd be better by now
But I breakdown knowing that you're never around
My hands still shake when I'm going about my day
Don't think that I'll ever calm down but

You'd think I'd be better by now
But I breakdown knowing that you're never around
My hands still shake when I'm going about my day
Don't think that I'll ever calm down but that's okay

I changed my mind, I don't need you
You piss me off when I see you
So here's a little letter, dear you
I hope you like being left in the rearview
I'm not better, just know that I tried
And if you hate me just know that it's fine
'Cause I hate me too there's no need to lie
I couldn't keep you around, I had to leave you behind
So goodbye and farewell
I think I'll see you again somewhere down there in hell
I hope you pray for me now, I hope you pray for my health
I know you hate me but I hope you're wishing me well
I hate you now but I loved you, you say that it's not true
I put no one above you where no one could touch you
It's true that I loved you, but now it's just fuck you
I might go and find somebody else just know that it's not you

Yeah, know that it's not you
Just know that I loved you
And now it's just fuck you
You'd think I'd be better by now
But I breakdown knowing that you're never around
My hands still shake when I'm going about my day
Don't think that I'll ever calm down but

You'd think I'd be better by now
But I breakdown knowing that you're never around
My hands still shake when I'm going about my day
Don't think that I'll ever calm down but
You'd think I'd be better by now
But I breakdown knowing that you're never around
My hands still shake when I'm going about my day
Don't think that I'll ever calm down but that's okay

The Vanishing Act