Doomsday

Yes is a maybe
And maybe is a no – out in L. A
I'm taking my time on the East Coast
And always a no
And if you're fake, it'll show
Calling out mayday
Shit didn't happen in my heyday
Sipping top shelf, but I'm still broke
And mama said no
Save a little money, let it grow

I keep coming down
'Cause everyone says that they're okay
Fake smiles can't make it past Tuesday
Fighting my personal crusade
Overwhelmed, overdue dates
Can't wait for my doomsday

Saying I'm okay
If I make it, will it make me hate it?
Wish I could go back to the basics
Overwhelmed, overdue dates
Can't wait for my doomsday – doomsday

Have not slept in a week now
I haven't breathed in a month
And it's taking every fiber of my being
Just to not give up
Laugh it off, coffee cup – not enough
Chosen drug, call the cops – need to stop

'Cause I keep coming down
Everyone says that they're okay
Fake smiles can't make it past Tuesday
Fighting my personal crusade
Overwhelmed, overdue dates
Can't wait for my doomsday

Saying I'm okay
If I make it, will it make me hate it?
Wish I could go back to the basics
Overwhelmed, overdue dates
Can't wait for my doomsday – doomsday

Hope one day I'll find a way to put my feet up
And know I could be enough
Hope one day I'll find a way to put my feet up
And know I could be enough

'Cause everyone says that they're okay
Fake smiles can't make it past Tuesday
Fighting my personal crusade
Overwhelmed, overdue dates
Can't wait for my doomsday

Saying I'm okay
If I make it, will it make me hate it?
Wish I could go back to the basics
Overwhelmed, overdue dates
Can't wait for my doomsday – doomsday