Loose It

just a little worried
scared i might loose it
i had my open and i just
felt as if i was going to loose it

can i panic before the day i start?
why can everything change so fast
i am so amazed with everything happing

do you ever just sit down
and think about your future
i was a little girl not long ago
now i'm growing old
must not think about that
i'm still only younge

i just loose it so fast
i was at the time disorientated
i forgot you were with me
i ran and ran until i lost my breathe
i sacrificed the best day of my life

i never take a risk i never feel terrible
i just loose it i am so mad with today
going all the way under my feet

as i grow i change
and as i change i grow
as i get older i get younger
all mixed upi was at the time disorientated
why can't i fade as i sleep under the stars.