Friend, We Weren't Even Lovers

I have lost the will to live
My life to someone else I'll give
And I'll fly much higher than I have flown before

Because I've rained and I've pined and I've cried
I've tried to run my tear ducts dry
But I must yet to wipe you from my mind

Oh, I've tried chasing cars
I reached out for the stars
Upon when I wish that what you have denied me was ours
Somewhere down the line

You fashion me blue and green
My seasons won my chance, it is green
Now I envy all the love in your life that is yet to arrive

It will take the fun of all that I don't got
Fulfill you in the ways that I have not
And though I appear unable, I am willing to give us a shot

So I put paper to pen
And from bark I'll be born again
Cause if I'm made from cardboard then I'm gonna check every box
And pray that you're heart unlocks

Oh I'm leaving mark avenue
Something that I said I'd always do
I'm moving to ariel road to start out new
Maybe I'll get over you