less than half of a men

See it on your face that you don't know me
Recklessness the only thing you show mw
No time to feel the pain that I'm still holding
If I hide it because everything's still going
Would you see me
Or am I just left here floating
Alone in thought
Is moving on just folding
I just don't understand
How you can take who I am
Held my whole life in your hand

You're less than half of a man
Don't know if I can say that I'm fine
You pushed aside
Lost in a crowded room
Must think that I'm blind
See it in your eyes
Don't hear when I cry
In a crowded room

More than I can handle I'm in mourning
Loss of innocence is only showing
Resilience is fake if I could only
Explain how I push it away over and over
I'm wide awake praying for closure
My words are a waste
How much will I take
I'm three steps back
While you keep moving forward
I just don't understand
How you can scar who I am
Held mw whole life in your hand

You're less than half of a man
Don't know if I can say that I'm fine
You pushed it aside
Lose in a crowded room
Must think that I'm blind
See it in your eyes
Don't hear when I cry
I'm in a crowded room

People talking, laughing, dancing
When it hits me like a gust of wind
I'm still frozen
Stuck here knowing
You can never take back what you did
You took a piece of me that I can never get back
The little girl in me knows that

You're so much less than half of a man
Don't even try to say that I'm fine
You pushed me aside
Left me in a crowded room
Must think that I'm blind
See it in your eyes
Won't swallow your pride
In a crowded room
Can't hear when I cry
But you could if you tried
Must think that I'm lying
In a crowded room