Funeral For My Former Self

So tired of feeling this way
Feeling like I can't go on
What if I died today
Everything going wrong
And I been thinking
And I been reading
Sorry I got carried away
Looking at it like a story
Though if I could win their love
Everything would fall in place
And I got burned out
Look how the story turned out
Living for somebody else isn't working
I'll be the one going down in the end
I can't be wishing and dreaming my heart out
Forever, into oblivion
Saw my spirit crumble
Nothing ever stays the same
In an aging body
Glorified by mistake
But I got turned round
Now I'm looking for the light within
Living for something that I can rely on
I'll be the one going down in the end
I can't be wishing and dreaming my heart out
Forever, into oblivion
I'll go anywhere to find it
I'll go anywhere to seek
I'll go anywhere to find it
I'll go anywhere to seek