Lying

I been lazy, callin' it patience
Really be messin' around
Try my best, wish I could fake it
Just like everybody else

Hey, girl in the mirror, tell me somethin'
Show me the things your heart's been guardin'
Beat myself up when no one's watchin'
Put on a front and keep on walkin'

And I been lyin'
Not just for myself (oh, yeah)
And I been cryin'
Wonder if you can tell
Been gettin' in my way
You try to keep me safe
You love me, no worries
I say that I'm okay
But I been lyin'
Not just for myself

I keep talkin' but I do nothin'
I'm not too good on my own
Makin' excuses, feelin' so useless
Got no life left in my bones

Hey, girl in the mirror, tell me somethin'
Show me the things my heart's been guardin'
Beat myself up when no one's watchin'
Put on a front and keep on walkin'

And I been lyin'
Not just for myself (ayy)
And I been cryin'
Wonder if you can tell
Been gettin' in my way
You try to keep me safe
You love me, no worries
I say that I'm okay
But I been lyin'
Not just for myself (I been lyin')

I, I been lyin'
Lyin'
Oh
I, I been lyin'
I, I been lyin'
I, I been lyin'

And I been lyin'
Not just to myself
And I been cryin'
And I'm wonderin', you can tell, oh