Nothing I Gain

Get me in the shade
Once my pride melts away
There's water in my grave
Too much love thrown away

Ambition that I blame
Innocence I claim
All I want is life
All I know is shame

I can't feel the rain
I, I'm not the one who gains
I can't feel the rain
I, I'm not the one who gains

I could see your hands
Raise to refuse the Sun
Did you lay your eyes on another one?
Cause even after all
You've done
My love is all you removed

I can't feel the rain
I, I'm not the one who gains
I can't feel the rain
I, I'm not the one who gains

All the lies
And all the games
All the times
I left in shame
All the times I knelt to pray
All the life I thought I'd gain
All the innocence I claimed
Oh, all the ambition I blamed
Oh, all the love I threw away

My blood was yours when yours was used
Your hands hold the love I removed

There's nothing I gain