Falling from my eyes
Have to heal this in the darkness
So turn off all the lights
Can't be sorry for my joy
I can no longer disguise all the pain that comes with growing
I had to surrender to the silence in the noise

You couldn't hear me
And I couldn't feel you
So hard to listen when we both won't take the blame
It gets so toxic
Like, am I what I wanted?
Complain I get burned
But I stand so close to the flame

It was okay when I could feel it on me
(Feel it on me, feel it on me)
But it ain't okay if you can feel it on me
(Feel it on me, feel it on me)

I'm holding on so tight, will you let it go tomorrow? (Let it go, baby)
Always been the type to sink in my control, oh-oh
Up against the wall trying to find my way back to home over
What's on the other side? We both wanna know (oh)

You couldn't hear me (you couldn't hear me)
And I couldn't feel you (I couldn't feel you)
So hard to listen when we both won't take the blame (so hard to listen, blame)
It gets so toxic (it gets so toxic)
Like, am I what I wanted? (Am I what I wanted?)
Complain I get burned
But I stand so close to the flame

It was okay when I could feel it on me
(Feel it on me, feel it on me)
But it ain't okay if you can feel it on me
(Feel it on me, feel it on me)

Ain't okay, ain't okay
Feel it on me
Ain't okay, ain't okay
Oh, yeah
Ain't okay, ain't okay
Ain't okay, ain't okay