Sometimes

Sometimes I wish I was robotic
All mechanical, and made of steel
Sometimes, I wish I never knew you
All my problems, would turn tu dust

I would never be like you are
I would never act that way
And like in 1953
I'll burn you like a book

Sometimes, I wish I was narcotic
Full of heroin, and tranquilized
Sometimes, I wish I was psychotic
Leaving everything behind me
I would never act that way

And I like in 1953
I'll burn you like a book

Sometimes I hurt myself on purpose
Just to see if I am still alive
Sometimes, I wake up late at night
And I realise, there's nothing left behind