Holy Antithesis

First light of day, rays of Sun appear
I lost the key to the door that brought me here
Tired of chasing the clouds that close the sky
I surrender to the feeling right here

But deep down inside
I'm the one I hide from
I can't see the light
Even though it's bright, it's a bright day

So please, walk with me
Through these dark streets
I'm so scared I might lose myself
Too much pressure
Too deep oceans
I fear I may never catch my breath again

Licking these wounds I've feigned moving on
From my truth, many a bitten tongue
Oh, for ages, averting my eyes
From this holy antithesis

But deep down inside
I'm the one I lie to
I can't hear the wind
Even though it sings, it is singing

So please, walk with me
Through these cold streets
I'm so scared I might lose myself
Too much pressure
Too deep oceans
I fear I will never catch my breath again

In these lonely dreams
I'm the one I owe to
Let me taste the stars
'Cause I know they're burning, they're burning

So please, walk with me
Through these old streets
I'm so scared I might miss this chance
So much longing
So deep feelings
I'm sure I will never be the same again