两难 (liang nan)

Dilemma

两难 (liang nan)

Who are you really waiting for?
你到底在为谁等待
nǐ dào dǐ zài wèi shéi děngdài
No one's heart surges with waves inside
无人内心潮澎湃
wú rén nèi xīn cháo péng pài
Do you look forward to it coming slowly, slowly
期不期待会慢慢慢来
qī bù qīdài huì màn màn màn lái
Slowly giving everything away, ending it all?
慢慢错付一切了断
màn màn cuò fù yī qiè le duàn

Who are you really waiting for?
你到底在为谁等待
nǐ dào dǐ zài wèi shéi děngdài
No one's heart surges with waves inside
无人内心潮澎湃
wú rén nèi xīn cháo péng pài
Do you expect it will come slowly, slowly?
期不期待会慢慢慢来
qī bù qīdài huì màn màn màn lái
Slowly giving everything away, ending it all
慢慢错付一切了断
màn màn cuò fù yī qiè le duàn

Among my peers, I'm not brave, perhaps the most timid one
我算同龄人里不算勇敢甚至最胆小的
wǒ suàn tóng líng rén lǐ bù suàn yǒng gǎn shèn zhì zuì dǎn xiǎo de
I fear that love will take my life
害怕爱会夺走我的命
hài pà ài huì duó zǒu wǒ de mìng
I hide my gaze and impulses, I ignore the pounding of my heart, and I don't trust it, so I choose to escape
我隐藏我的目光与冲动心脏彭彭跳动的声音我不听信因此选择逃避
wǒ yǐn cáng wǒ de mù guāng yǔ chōng dòng xīn zàng péng péng tiào dòng de shēng yīn wǒ bù tīng xìn yīn cǐ xuǎn zé táo bì

Sometimes I fear losing
偶尔也会害怕会失去
ǒu ěr yě huì hài pà huì shī qù
Sometimes I fear being desired
偶尔也会害怕被觊觎
ǒu ěr yě huì hài pà bèi jì yú
Sometimes I burst out with sudden anger
偶尔也会发莫名而来的脾气
ǒu ěr yě huì fā mò míng ér lái de pí qì
When the source of hatred clearly lies in myself
憎恶感的源头明明是自己
zēng è gǎn de yuán tóu míng míng shì zì jǐ

I clearly know everything, a thousand words on the tip of my tongue
我明明什么都知道有一万个字在嘴边
wǒ míng míng shén me dōu zhī dào yǒu yī wàn gè zì zài zuǐ biān
Hesitating, distracted, unaware of my guilt
欲言又止心不在焉不知亏欠
yù yán yòu zhǐ xīn bù zài yān bù zhī kuī qiàn
A lifetime of hesitated promises I cannot fulfill
犹豫了一辈子的承诺也无法兑现
yóu yù le yī bèi zǐ de chéng nuò yě wú fǎ duì xiàn
Absurd memories slowly shatter into fragments
荒诞无稽的回忆慢慢碎成碎片
huāng dàn wú jī de huí yì màn màn suì chéng suì piàn

The dark night is lit by fire
漆黑的夜由火点亮
qī hēi de yè yóu huǒ diǎn liàng
The song of joy and sorrow is sung by me
喜悲的乐由我演唱
xǐ bēi de yuè yóu wǒ yǎn chàng
I'm unwilling to leave love in my grave as a final will
我不甘心带进坟墓的爱留在遗言
wǒ bù gān xīn dài jìn fén mù de ài liú zài yí yán
If time rewound, it would be too late to ask myself one last time
时光倒流来不及最后问自己一遍
shí guāng dào liú lái bù jí zuì hòu wèn zì jǐ yī biàn

Who are you really waiting for?
你到底在为谁等待
nǐ dào dǐ zài wèi shéi děngdài
No one's heart surges with waves inside
无人内心潮澎湃
wú rén nèi xīn cháo péng pài
Do you expect it will come slowly, slowly?
期不期待会慢慢慢来
qī bù qīdài huì màn màn màn lái
Slowly giving everything away, ending it all
慢慢错付一切了断
màn màn cuò fù yī qiè le duàn

Who are you really waiting for?
你到底在为谁等待
nǐ dào dǐ zài wèi shéi děngdài
No one's heart surges with waves inside
无人内心潮澎湃
wú rén nèi xīn cháo péng pài
Do you expect it will come slowly, slowly?
期不期待会慢慢慢来
qī bù qīdài huì màn màn màn lái
Slowly giving everything away, ending it all
慢慢错付一切了断
màn màn cuò fù yī qiè le duàn

Punish me, let me bear the weight I cannot bear
惩罚我承受我所不能承受的重量
chéng fá wǒ chéng shòu wǒ suǒ bù néng chéng shòu de zhòng liàng
Even the indifferent responses turn into meaningless pain
我不关心的回应也变成无关的痛痒
wǒ bù guān xīn de huí yìng yě biàn chéng wú guān de tòng yǎng
Shallow, uncertain steps have never been so heavy
不深不浅的步伐从未如此沉重过
bù shēn bù qiǎn de bù fá cóng wèi rú cǐ chén zhòng guò
I don't care, I've given everything, pain no longer matters
我不在意毫无保留无所谓疼痛过
wǒ bù zài yì háo wú bǎo liú wú suǒ wèi téng tòng guò

Leave a farewell to tell myself: They no longer live in memories, stop lying to yourself
留下一句告别告诉我自己他们不在回忆里面别在自己骗自己
liú xià yī jù gào bié gào sù wǒ zì jǐ tā men bù zài huí yì lǐ miàn bié zài zì jǐ piàn zì jǐ
All imagined, forced, unfathomable depths
所有想象的强加的深不见的底
suǒ yǒu xiǎng xiàng de qiáng jiā de shēn bù jiàn de dǐ
They're not worth pity
根本不值得来同情
gēn běn bù zhí dé lái tóng qíng
Completely, utterly
彻彻底底
chè chè dǐ dǐ

Want to go or want to stay?
想走还是想留
xiǎng zǒu hái shì xiǎng liú
Turn left or turn right?
向左还是向右
xiàng zuǒ hái shì xiàng yòu
Make up excuses
借口编理由
jiè kǒu biān lǐ yóu
Questioning and praying again
再次疑问着祈求
zài cì yí wèn zhe qí qiú

Who are you really waiting for?
你到底在为谁等待
nǐ dào dǐ zài wèi shéi děngdài
No one's heart surges with waves inside
无人内心潮澎湃
wú rén nèi xīn cháo péng pài
Do you expect it will come slowly, slowly?
期不期待会慢慢慢来
qī bù qīdài huì màn màn màn lái
Slowly giving everything away, ending it all
慢慢错付一切了断
màn màn cuò fù yī qiè le duàn

Who are you really waiting for?
你到底在为谁等待
nǐ dào dǐ zài wèi shéi děngdài
No one's heart surges with waves inside
无人内心潮澎湃
wú rén nèi xīn cháo péng pài
Do you expect it will come slowly, slowly?
期不期待会慢慢慢来
qī bù qīdài huì màn màn màn lái
Slowly giving everything away, ending it all
慢慢错付一切了断
màn màn cuò fù yī qiè le duàn