honest.

I love you
I don't, I don't believe you

Am I worth this?
Scratch the surface
Am I honest?
You deserve a

I wanna trust you
But I can't trust myself
So don't tell me that you love me
'Cause you know I need some help

When you whisper, I hear lies
Got a wall up for my sake
Just in case
I'ma fall in love
And I got no escape

Cause to you 3 words
8 letters, is
I love you
To me
It hurts

But I'm jealous when I love you
It's so scary to admit
But I know that I'm not well
I'm not talking about you
It's about my mental health

Am I worth this?
Scratch the surface
Am I honest?
You deserve a

Am I nervous?
Scratch the surface
If I'm honest
You deserve a

Baby
I'm afraid to fall in love
Because I've given all I could before
It still wasn't enough
She said: I love you
One too many times

It's hard for me to see
If I say it back
I'm losing all my privileges
So leave

Am I worth this?
Scratch the surface
Am I honest?
You deserve a

A feeling
Not a person with remorse
And I promise if you love me
You won't ever feel I'm yours
'Cause I'm occupied by things inside
That make it fuckin' hard
To appreciate your everything
And that just breaks my heart
'Cause

You deserve to be happy
When I can't
And if I take you for myself
Then I deprive you of the chance

It's ironic if you leave me
How I'm gonna end up sad
But if you're with me
And unhappy
That's a pain that I can't have

Am I worth this?
Scratch the surface
Am I honest?
You deserve a
Am I nervous?
Scratch the surface
If I'm honest
You deserve a

Am I worth this?
Scratch the surface
Am I honest?
You deserve a