Afraid Anyomore

She won't make me happy
As I lay by her side
'Cause something's out to get me
And from this fear I hide

A cold sweat on the highway
A panic in the air
I follow doctors' orders
To make myself not care

When all I want is for someone to take me home
But all I need is just to take my time

Someone's on the phone
Someone's in my bed
While something in the closet
Keeps running through my head
Don't wanna be alone
Don't wanna be awake
I'm getting way too old
And I don't wanna be afraid anymore

So many years I've wasted
So many more I'll hide
But whats the point of living
Just to keep yourself alive

When all I want is for someone to take control
But all I need is just to take my time

You know I never asked for too much
I had it all from the start
My only want was to find a day with time on my own
But now the years have gone by and I'd
Like to find somebody else
A guarantee to take hold of me
And never let go