The Nightmare Begins

Now my heart is beating faster
Paranoid is my disaster
I cannot control my body
My mind is getting rotting

Inside my mind
I have not time
To face myself
Not as somebody else

I wish I had live
Without this fear
My nightmare begins now

A life lived in pain (lived in pain!)
Anxiety never go away (go away!)
Burning inside my chest (my chest!)
This gonna end today

I regret all the time
For wounds that are not mine
Endless desperate
That's all I have in my heart

Inside my mind
I have no time
To face myself
Not as somebody else

I wish I was alive
(I wish I had live)
I wish I have more time
(Without all this fear)
I wish that I can change
(Regret corrodes my soul)
But now is too late
My nightmare begins now!