Aberdeen On New Years Eve

I melt your words into thoughts and worries
Swallow my tongue in a sigh
Salty taste uh
My eyes shut, so give me
Courage to lead through this stormy night
This last night of the year
Brought tears and weary eyes
And oh the things I do to myself
Oh like I'm punishing someone else
When all I do is keep losing myself
I ran through the city in the blistering cold
Followed by the neon
Lights run run faster!
Should have known there's no escape
From your ghosts on a new years night
This last sigh of the year
No fireworks in sight and oh the things
I do to myself oh like I'm acting as someone
Else when all I do is keep bruising myself
This is the last night of this sorry lie
This is the last night of this second life
You need to grow and learn to love
What you've earned oh the things I do to myself
Oh I keep blaming everyone else
When all I do is keep fooling myself