Lost Track

Maybe all this is your fault
I wish you were lonely too
I had a few drinks down that bar
have never felt so lone and blue
In a million ways it's sad
but I'm not really evil or bad

Oh but I mess with my head
And you don't seem to notice
I struggle to control this
I've lost track of the world

Wish I could leave it alone
to would find something better to do
than using the time on my hands
running away from you
Today came fast, my head and my hands in the past