Ya no

Not anymore

Ya no

And I went far away,Y me fui bien lejos,
to look closely at what closepa mirar de cerca lo que cerca
made me see far away,hacía que lejos lo viera,
and I went very alone,y me fui bien solo,
to find companypa hallar compañía
with the solitudes that in the end...con las soledades que al final...
in the end are mine,que al final son mías,
and I went with coldy me fui con frío
to seek warmth,de buscar calores,
to find warmtha encontrar tibieza
for my brightness,pa mis resplandores,
I embittered at dawnamarguié en aurora
with sweet wordsde palabras dulces
and sweetened my mouthy endulcé mi boca
with bitter hours,con amargas horas,
and I cried in silence,y lloré en silencio,
and I silenced the screams,y callé a los gritos,
and I inhaled emptinessy aspiré vacíos
to blow into the wind,pa soplarle al viento,

and I bit my lipsy mordí mis labios
to bleed a kisspa sangrar un beso
and enlarged my shadowy agrandé mi sombra
with the light of reason,con la luz del seso,
I dug into the bellyescarbé en el vientre
the root of the chestla raíz del pecho
and found nothing...y encontré la nada...
of what was done.de encontrar lo hecho.

And I went very alone,Y me fui bien solo,
to find company withpa hallar compania con
the solitudeslas soledades
that in the end are mine.que al final son mías.

And I straightened the pathY enderecé pal camino
looking for where to findbuscando dónde encontrar
a rest for forgetting,un reposo pal olvido,
and forgetting to rest,y olvido pa reposar,
I straightened the pathenderecé pal camino
and in the footprint I found you,y en la huella te encontré,
with a forgetfulness you arrived,con un olvido llegaste,
that's why I remembered you,por eso te recordé,
now I look ahead,ahora miro pa delante,
I don't want to look back,no quiero mirar pa tras,
I stay with your memory,me quedo con tu recuerdo,
I no longer intend to forget.ya no pretendo olvidar.

Your memory...Tu recuerdo...
your memory casts a shadow on me,tu recuerdo me hace sombra,
your shadow is just earth,tu sombra es tierra nomás,
how much earth is in my eyescuánta tierra hay en mis ojos
when your shadow goes away,cuando tu sombra se va,
for being earth and for being shadowpor ser tierra y por ser sombra
I can always look at you.siempre te puedo mirar.

Now I look ahead,Ahora miro pa delante,
I don't want to look back,no quiero mirar pa tras,
I stay... with your memories,me quedo... con tus recuerdos,
I no longer intend to forget.ya no pretendo olvidar.