Demise

I'm living out my own demise
The type shit I seen, it leave a nigga tramatized
I'm balancing out all my lows, I be under high
And they wonder why
Little do they realize, or see the pain behind my eyes
Feeling so unsual, it's been that way for
More than days a couple years or so

They tell me that it's my anxiety, like yeah I know
They tell me that sobrietys the only road
The boat rocks all night nonstop (yeah)
High tide nonstop I don't wanna surtf no more
I'm in hell, but I don't want it to be my turf no more
I fell kurt cobain, sometimes I can't stand this earth no more

Drowning drowning where's the short?
And even though on land, when it rains it pours
What's the hope for? (uh) it's what the dope for
Killing my pain like I'm sore
It's not my body it's my heart
Couln't fell my body from the start
It's tearing me apart, but I'm still a work of art

I'm living out my own demise
The type shit I seen, it leave a nigga tramatized
I'm balancing out all my lows, I be under high
And they wonder why
Little do they realize, or see the pain behind my eyes
Feeling so unsual, it's been that way for
More than days a couple years or so
They tell me that it's my anxiety, like yeah I know
They tell me that sobrietys the only road