I Need Real Love (Unreleased)

Liquor turnin’ me into a mess
I can feel it burnin’ in my chest
But I know it’s only for the best
I know love comes wit’ a catch
If I give you my heart, give it back
You threw my heart in the trash
I was lookin’ for it, found in the trash
Can layin’ right next to your last mans
How did that happen?

You think I'm gettin’ high by choice?
You think I'm gettin’ drunk by choice?
I have no choice
It’s feelin’ like I have no voice
This ain’t real love it’s just a decoy
Tell your best friend: Don’t mention me, whore
She ain’t even seen me before
I need real love
I need real drugs
I need more
You could catch me at the devil’s front door
What the fuck I gotta run for?
Why the fuck I gotta gun for then?
Heartbreak, I can’t afford it
I'm just tryna’ pay my mom’s mortgage
Lemme count my commas
Ain’t tryna deal with the drama
Save it for your mama
Waking up, thinkin’ ’bout dollars
Heartbreak in my ears, still tryna’ holler

Liquor turnin’ me into a mess
I can feel it burnin’ in my chest
But I know it’s only for the best
I know love comes wit’ a catch
If I give you my heart, give it back
You threw my heart in the trash
I was lookin’ for it, found in the trash
Can layin’ right next to your last mans, how did that happen?