Outnumbered

Here they come,
The voices.
No use
To pretend
I can't hear
Them telling me
I don't
Deserve this.

They rape my thoughts
And rob me of my self-esteem
Until they alone rule
Over whatever is left
Of me.

If i were
To end myself,
Will they
Linger
With me in
The after-life?
Is it a risk
Worth taking?

They rape my thoughts
And rob me of my self-esteem
Until they alone rule
Over whatever is left
Of me.