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muzukashii kanjou datta

hajime wa hito o uranda
sorekara fukou o inotte ita
yurusareru da nante omoccha inai
hazukashii doku mo haita
tsuzukete hito o hibou shita
doko kara jibun o ushinatte ita
azawara wareru kurai ni kusatte ita

ato ni kuyamu koto ga nai no nara
ato de kuyamu to gaki wa shinai to
fugainai koukai no
tabiji o tsudzutte iru

douka
doushita tte narenai yume bakka o erande
douni datte naranai uso nanka o tsuite
kaikabutta fukanzen na
chinbotsu sen o sukutte yo
douka
mou owatte shimatta
ndatte inochi o nagesute
mou iya datte hou o tsutatta
sounan shingou ni
kizuite, aizu shita
shii-kyuu-shii-kyuu

kikoe masu ka
kanawanai kanjou datta

ukeru beki tenbatsu nanda
sore kurai hito o keotoshite kite
doujou no hitotsu sae mo kaite ita
hitori koe ni dashite shimatta
anata igai wa mou dou natte mo ii
sore ijou no koe wa oshikonde ita
mune no oku ga
harisakete shimau kara

asu wa asu de uwagaki dekiru to
kyou o dobu ni suteta kyou deshita
arekuruu gyakufuu ni mirai wa fukitonda

koushite
dou agaite mae muitatte
yume wa touzakatte
dou agaite ho o hatta tte
uso ni shika mienakute
yuutopia to meimei shita
yuurei sen wa shizunde ku

soushite
mou owatte shimatta
ndatte inochi o nagesute
mou iya datte hou o tsutatta
sounan shingou ni
kizuite, okkoto shita
hontou no jibun fui ni
tsuini kiekaketa
shii-kyuu-shii-kyuu

kikoe masu ka