Kntpuoli

Kntpuoli

Kntpuoli

When I changed my scenery, life showed me its bad sideKu vaihoin maisemii mua kohteli elmn huono puoli
Had a lot of worries, no friends, and my dad diedOli paljon huolii ei kavereit ja is kuoli
But now that I think about it, I’m glad I was so youngMut nyt ku ajattelee nii onneks olin niin nuori
That the conditions for survival weren’t too many drinksEt selviytymisen ehton ei ollu liian mont tuoppii
The mold of a good life shattered like glassHyvn elmn muotti srky niinku lasi
But I endured, even though I knew what was lost can’t be regainedMut kestin vaik tiesin menetettyy ei saa takasin
And I tried to get back to myself, to live wellJa takasin ittelleni et koittaisin el hyvin
But the fact was that it left a deep mark on my heartMut faktaa oli et siit ji mun sydmeen jlki syvin
And for a couple of years after that, I wasn’t myselfJa siit pari vuot eteenpin en ollu itseni
But a lot of confusion, hate, and pain walked with meVaan paljon hmmennyst vihaa tuskaa kulki lvitseni
There were many reasons, at least that’s how I interpret itSiihen oli monii syit ainakin tulkitsen niin
But back then, life wouldn’t even let me kiss it under the mistletoeMut sillon mua ei ois elm saanu suutelee ees misteli
The dot on the i was when trouble camePiste i:n plle oli ku tuli hankaluuksii
I realized over the years I had changed into someone elseHogasin vuosien varrel olin muuttunu muuksi
I’ve done a lot of pointless things I’m not proud ofOon tehny paljon turhuuksii mist m en oo ylpee
Some of them meaningless, some like a stab in my sideOsa mitttmii osa taas niinku pisto mun kylkeen
Still, I didn’t decide to spit on myselfSilti en pttny sylkee itteni plle
But I took the reins, and that was the turning point in my lifeVaan otin niskasta kii ja se oli mun elmn knne
I don’t know how I would’ve ended up here otherwiseEnk tied miten tnne olisin muuten ptyny
And so, at least a lot of good has come from meJa nin meitsist on ainakin paljon hyv sstyny
And when I lay my head on the pillow, a smile creeps on my faceJa kun pn tyynyyn pistn tulee hymy suun pieleen
I think of many things that didn’t go wrongTulee mieleen paljon asioit jotka ei menny pieleen
I can be healthy even though a lot of my blood spilled on the roadSaan olla terve vaik paljon mun verta valu tielle
And I’m happy that it’s still not my time to lie next to the graveJa ilonen siit et viel ei ollu mun aika isn viereen

Sometimes life kicks you, but you can’t go into shockJoskus elm potkii mut ei saa menn shokkiin
And even though it’s tough, you learn from mistakesJa vaik se on ikv usein vaan virheist oppii
You learn to keep your head up, eyes towards the skyOppii pitn pn ylhll katseen kohti taivasta
And even if everything doesn’t always work out, you gotta give your bestJa vaik kaikki ei ain onnistu pit panna parasta
Sometimes life kicks you, almost into shockJoskus elm potkii jrkytt melkein shokkiin
And even though it’s tough, you learn from mistakesJa vaik se onki ikv usein vaan virheist oppii
But take that lesson too, it’s pointless to repeat mistakesMut ota siit kans oppii on turha virheit toistaa
And you can get through anything, even if it feels like you can’t at firstJa kaikesta voi selvii vaik aluks tuntuu ettei voiskaan

I remember when I didn’t know what was right and what was wrongMeitsi muistaa ku ei tienny mik oli oikeet mik vr
Back then, I was just a kid trying to find my way in lifeSillon skidinpn etsims elmlle mrn pt
Sometimes the crew had to run, sometimes we turned from the storeVlil jengi joutu stn vlil kaupast kntn
Too often we had to run away from the sirens’ soundLiian usein jouduttiin juosta pakoon sireenin nt
We never made choices, our actions were thoughtlessEi koskaan teit valittu tekoja harkittu
A lot of experiences came.Paljon kokemuksii han