If You Could See Me Now

Waking up all alone on the kitchen floor
Little pause from the night before
And it would kill me if you knew
But I kind of want you to
Now I'm left thinking, worst case scenario
Does she check every box?
Did you take her home?
Would it kill me if I knew?

If you could see me now
Drunk and making out
With all of your friends, I would hate me
Never forgive me and say I'm out
If you could see me now
Passed out on this couch
I'd understand in a heartbeat
Why you would drop me, and say I'm out
I give you a reason now
Oh, I give you a reason

Breaking up on the phone couple weeks ago
You were cold, had enough
Said you didn't know
There was nothing I could do
You hung up, and we were through
Everyone goes, everyone's leaving
Packing their clothes, taking my secrets
You were my home, now I'm not sleeping (now I'm not sleeping)

If you could see me now
Drunk and making out
With all of your friends, I would hate me
Never forgive me, say I'm out
If you could see me now
Passed out on this couch
I'd understand in a heartbeat
Why you would drop me and say, "You're out"
I give you a reason now
Oh, I give you a reason

Everyone goes, everyone's leaving
Packing their clothes, taking my secrets
You were my home, now I'm not sleeping (if you could see me now)

Everyone goes, everyone's leaving (drunk and making out)
Packing their clothes, taking my secrets (if you could see me now)
You were my home, now I'm not sleeping (drunk and making out) (now I'm not sleeping)

If you could see me now
Drunk and making out
With all of your friends, I would hate me
Never forgive me, and say I'm out
I guess there's your reason now