That Lost War

I wonder how I did it all wrong
I wonder how it seemed to me
In that very first moment
I felt relieved

I was eating myself alive
And the crumbs I stepped in
Left no more scars
Upon my brain

I’ve been afraid of time for so long
Oh that lost war
We all keep turning back
And from time to time
I remember, yes I remember
That I gotta forget
Still don’t know to forget

I left my soul stains
Drown into new rain
And what once was right
I exhale while it dies
And it keeps me alive

And I must believe in it
In my heart
The sound of a heart
It makes all my tears come true
Believe me or not
Maybe dying is part of the purpose of being infinite

I left my soul stains
Drown into new rain
And what once was right
I exhale while it dies
And it keeps me alive

I left my soul stains
Drown into new rain
And what once was right
I exhale while it dies
And it keeps me alive