Happiest I've Ever Been

Lookin' back now, it's hard to believe
I had no doubt we'd last forever
You can't get around a hurt that mean
No point in holdin' it together

So I dove into the deep end of the tears he left me in
Head under the water, thought I'd never learn to swim
Took everything I had to get back on my feet again
But I'm the happiest I've ever been

I spent a while makiin' it make sense
But the bad days outnumbered the good
I about lost my mind tryin' to clear my head
And I started to think I never would

But then I turned a corner and I caught a second wind
The sky hasn't been this open since I don't remember when
Stopped readin' through old pages, started pickin' up the pen
And I'm the happiest I've ever been

Ah (oh)
Ooh

I go to church on sundays and I go out with my friends
I met somebody new who holds the door and holds my hand
And I just got back from hell and, hell, I'd do it all again
'Cause I'm the happiest I've ever been

I'm the happiest I've ever been
I'm the happiest, the happiest I've
Happiest I've ever been