At The Same Time

I love you and I hate you
I need you till I don't
I fix you and I break you
I will and I won't

Just when I barely got my grip I start to lose
Just when I think we won't make it out we always do

Every promise, every word to get here
Every bit of truth in every lie
Get a little closer, baby it'll never come easy
So many things can be true at the same time

I give up I keep going
I come back and I'm gone
And I don't know how to go through it
But life keeps going on and on and on

And I wanna do my best I don't know if it ever shows
Then it turns out I know even less than I thought I'd ever know

I say things I don't mean
Just trying to make peace
Not trying to start a war
Just trying to make peace with it
I don't wanna fight
Not settling a score
Just trying to make peace with it