How To Forgive (Forgiveness)

I'm alive again
But something's pulling me back
To when the vices had me up all night
Under the influence
And all this staring directly
At the Sun has me walking blind

I had suspicions
I felt the tension
Saw a lack of confidence
Something there was missing

I got away quick
What did I get away with
I still have a conscience
I still have my ambition

I keep having dreams about forgiveness
Consuming me like some sort of victim
Been trying to preach what I don't practice
How to forgive

When you just wanna forget
When you just wanna let it die

When you just wanna forget
(Let it die)

I don't have the tears
There's something holding them back
I need the vices or I'll be up all night

I don't wanna hear
About the many suspicions
About how everybody else was right

I should have listened
I felt defensive
Saw a lack of consistence
Something there was missing

I keep having dreams about forgiveness
Consuming me like some sort of victim
Been trying to preach what I don't practice
Trying to forgive

When you just wanna forget
When you just wanna let it die

When you just wanna forget
(Let it die)