Healing Now

I've been trying to sort stuff out
But my mind is known for being too loud
For so long I thought I had to fight these monsters on my own
I let myself get in my own way
But my pride is something that I had to face
For so long I thought that maybe I was just better all alone

Lord knows I've been trying to work on myself
And I'm finally getting help
Not everything is figured out
But I've started healing now
Lord knows I've been hurting for a really long time
And there's still some pain inside
Some days still bring dark clouds
But I can say I've started healing now

I thank God for his love and for the therapy
I thank God there's pills for my anxiety
For so long I thought I had to smile and just say that I'm ok

I never thought that I'd get to this place
Felt like my demons just laughed in my face
But now I believe circumstances can change
Admitting I was weak
Helped me find the help I need