I'm Not There

I'm back, I'm safe
Don't wait for me if I'm late
I'll be awake
Afraid I'm gonna make myself sick

Hold out your hand, love
Come ask me how I am
I'll say I'm fine
But we both know that I'm full of shit

I'm real
I feel but, oh

I'm not there
I'm not there
I'm not there
Hope I'm somewhere

Honey, I'm home
Don't let me be alone
I'm so afraid of all the things that I might see

Feed me a line
Baby, I just need some time to be myself
Or find out who the hell that might be

I'm tired
On fire but, oh

I'm not there
I'm not there
I'm not there
Hope I'm somewhere

On the way
I got awful tired
And I saw in their eager eyes
That I might not be the person that I wear

I'm not there
I'm not there
I'm not there
Hope I'm somewhere
Hope I'm somewhere