Reluctance

I know i'm gonna have a hard time with you
Your heart isn't sad like mine
I wouldn't tell ya cause i know that it would keep you from
Making something of this mess of mine

You wanna know my sentimental reasons
Why i call you when my heart is sad and low
Well, i call your name just to hear a heart beating
Wanna make sure mine's there for sure

I need it, oh i hear your heart beating
I feel it, it's there for sure
We speak it when we bite back feelings
We fought off for so long